yayy its a holiday tdy :D
hahah so shuang man
can finally rest and everything.
am going shopping with xue n zoe. (:
hopefully it'd keep my mind off things yeaa
the class notice brd is kinda uhh ruined
but we are gna try to salvage it
actually not try
its a MUST cos it looks horrid now :\
anyw it was fun painting yday
poor shawn got bullied by almost everyone
particular psh har har har
i shant see stuff that will make me feel worst
i had to poke my nose into ure stuff
i feel so lost and scared
wo chen mo ni de hua ye bu duo yay i feel great man
mum and aunt jus tlked to me
haix whrs my cheerup-er ! jus calld shi hui to ask her smt
anyw i managed to study bio, chi
ohya and i cant stop eating
mentoring talks tmr haix
ok i shall go sleep am at the comp lab now! :D poh shi hui the bhb fish jus molested me anyhow i got a b4 for yue du bi sai :( woah has been like dunno how many days
well schl's off to a pretty gd start
fri was orientation
yknw i really thought i was letting go
moved hse last sat
had yue du bi sai tdy
i hear youre taking the town again hahaa my cousins are damn cute man. i feel really sick of dis and that finally i have some time to blog.
i cnt blive mr peach is really our form tcher its not that i want to be. :D jus woke abt an hr ago
anyw i really feel blessed staying in spore
schl's reopening tmr. /edit
but in my heart i've cried forever
and the wounds which were frozen over
were slashed open once again
im left bleeding but this time,
no tears fall anymore
its like i've cried myself dry
and somehow gone numb
there's so much inside that i wanna say
but i cant becos there doesnt seem to be anyone
who will understand
or anyone who can tell me wad to do bout all these
becos i've no idea wad to do anymore.
i dont even knw how to express myself
becos i dont even know what im feeling really
my heart just feels like a large gaping hole now
and im really struggling to keep myself sane
-
come back please :(
wo men zhi jian shao le shen me bu shuo
wei xiao hou biao qing zhong yu you dian nan guo
( wo zhe ni de shou )
wen ni jue ding le cai zhou
if i asked you not to go
cos im pretty much done with bio alrdy :)
anyw yday was nice i think.
had a great time singing d songs
esp kuai le chong bai and jiu shi wo!
was damn high whn singing dis two songs hoho
shuli came my hse ltr and we watchd hzgg
den tlked bout some stuff
pity shin and all cldnt mk it yday ):
bout the future yada yada.
made me realise how realistic the world is
ahh wth
i feel kinda empty all of the sudden ..
and i miss you all the same ):
when its all over
n she tot it was time to wake up.
sorry =p
and practise my matrices
i feel a huge sense of satisfaction man hahaa
everyone has been asking me to study hard
and dey are still are telling me tht
so i shant let myself
and those ppl down yeah :)
like eg i ate a curry puff, chicken rice
spaghetti n chocolate truffle cake all in a day
wth bu fei shi jia de
luckily the guides r all going
meaning i wont be alone
but im alrdy sian halfway can :\
or il die during lessons tmr
gdnite :)
these wishes i wished
and these dreams i chased
and hui yuan jus typed smt hhaa
thats like damn low la toot
okay i duno wad to blog alrdy.
more later.
looks like its here to stay
since i last blogged.
anyw jus met nic n he lent me his kotc
thanks :D
am quite happy w my tchers now yea :)
ms chan is really good tho she's strict
but im sure she'd pull our grades up
den ms tan's nice too but she teaches damn fast
as in its so fast tht u cnt catch ure breath lo
& i was like emotionally and physically tired
its d last yr alrdy but it wasnt enjoyable
& i didn expected to see you either
i was struggling hard not to let my tears fall
but i failed myself.
sorry i know im weak
but i cldnt help it
cause the moment you looked away
my heart jus tore apart
but when i saw you,
everything jus crumbled
and all i wanted was you to be back.
for the past few days,
i just kept thinking bout the things u said
before u walked away
and it hurts. it hurts alot
whr did everything all go? :(((
was really frustrating and all
cos everything was in a mess
but everything's okay now alrdy.
went for a wedding dinner at night
with my aunt at the novetel hotel or smt?
the food's nice!
one waiter looked like joshua ang hahahaa
and it was alright i think
wasnt tht bad cos i read the youjin bk
so hopefully il do okay.
anyw thanks xue for helping me record hzgg!
man i really love that show!
its not corny or sian lo
in fact its super nice!! :D
having a good time
with all your good time friends
i dont think that you'd think of me
ure on your own now
and im alone and free
i know that i shld get on with my life
but a life lived without you
could never be right :(
prolly becos im too tired
and thats jus an understatement really
you seem to move on easy
its only the first wk
& im alrdy so tired and stressed out
dis few days have been slping and pia-ing ss
but guess wad
my printer has no ink
so i gta ask ppl help me print
and the dl-ed font doesnt show up.
wth man.
can still rmb the first day whn he came in
and said ' hello 4b im ure new sexy form tcher '
apparantly everyone were in shock.
anyw the new bio tcher
isnt as good as mr chia.
sighh whatever le
must accept all dis no matter wad
i jus cant help it
when our eyes met
& it has been raining since i dunno when.
the weather's like so cooling. so shuang!
am alone at home with lucky now hhaha.
my mum and maid went cleaning the new hse
while my sibs went to my bro fren's place.
peace finally :D
cos we werent affected by the tsunami.
its really saddening to see those
ppl injured and babies dead.
i mean those who died were so innocent?
its like they paid their lives for no reason
and that really sucks.
what a way to end 2004
excited but yet not
ohwell. lets hope it'd go well
i declare, i love shin and wen xin!
thanks alot for saving my life
by lending me the books!! :D